So, today was especially hard for some reason. i guess i really just miss my boy. As i watch my 2 younger children's tears, my heart breaks even more. This is not fair. Not fair one bit. As i take care of some of the necessary things that have to be sorted out, i reach for a death certificate. Why in heaven's name do i have in my possession not one but TWO death certificates in 2 boys names!! i can not believe that this is my life. What a bad dream :(
On September 1 there is another court date. I wanted to take this opportunity to thank Laurel Russel for making the trip to Victoria last time, and again this Thursday proudly wearing Daniel's picture an red ribbon. Representing our family and all of Daniel's friends. This court date is an appearance to enter a plea. My prayers and wishes are for a "guilty" plea someday...although it is unlikely. I wish for it. Please pray for it.
I found this Bible verse in Daniel's things today in his handwriting (oh! and i found another dime xo)
"But seek first His Kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of it's own"
Matthew 6:33-34
Be well
Stace
